I am rather sad tonight, lonely and missing people, missing you.  I have drank copious amounts of honey-colored tea, and eaten some chocolate.  I have written three pages of a letter I may or may not send, depending on how I feel about what I wrote tomorrow.  I have read a little bible, listened to some music, and thought a lot.  I have watched Doctor Who and then got on tumblr, which was full of Doctor Who, which is a very large contributer to my sad, melancholy mood.  I don't know who or what I need tonight to make things better.  I don't know if I want things to be "better."  Secretly, I think I kind of enjoy being sad sometimes.  Maybe sleep will help, or make things clearer.