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6/14/08

iridescent, beautiful, philisophical

i wish i was like her

brave, unafraid, bold

but i'm afraid i've been hiding behind a mask i thought was me

when really, it wasn't

it wasn't me at all

i just wanted to say that i was sorry

sorry for my behavior

sorry i never realized

that myself was good enough all along

that that wasn't me

that was never me

but you don't know, don't realize

because this is all you know of me

i will change, show the iridescence underneath this false paint

false paint of life and being like everyone else

with their loud arrogant opinions and self-righteous beliefs

i'm so sorry

so so sorry

i was so wrong

can you ever forgive me?

can you ever trust me?

can you ever love me?