Thursday, September 15, 2011

Best Friend? No Longer

6/24/08

you let me down again, hurt me and left me discarded by the side of the road

again i question you

do you not care?

do you not believe me when i say it hurts?

do you forget so quickly?

how can you be my best friend anymore?

that's just it; you no longer are

in three weeks your spot in my heart has been taken over

because you no longer understand me

no longer show you care that much

no longer ask me how i am

how my week has been

you no longer know my danger signals

you no longer understand what i need in my best friend

you are no longer there when i need you

so you are regulated to a lesser part in my heart

i suppose i'm growing up

but i hate to think about what you are doing as i get more mature

experience more, become friends with more people, older people

people you would never talk to

i'm leaving you behind, along with my childhood and immaturity

funny, that's what i've noticed, i've matured

and you haven't

i'll save you a place for when you mature

when you grow and open your mind and face the unpleasant things in life

when you are on the same plane as me again

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