I'm so proud/happy

Good job, guys.  This brings me joy.

I also wanted to say that I started this blog exactly three years ago, tomorrow.

Mmmhhh

I had really strange dreams last night, full of adventures and weird mathematical baths.  I didn't want to wake up, not even necessarily because I was enjoying my dreams (some of them I was and some I wasn't) but because I was so deeply asleep.  I slept so well last night, and yesterday was wonderful.  It was the most relaxing day I've had in months and months.  And it was really great.  I read books and drank tea and watched musicals and put together puzzles and went to the library.  And it was so, so nice.  And I think today is going to be nice too, even though I have commitments and homework to do. :)

I'm in this mood right now that I think is best described as "joyfully nostalgic."  I was flipping through an old journal from my Junior year of high school, and I kept going "Oh, little Hannah," even though I wasn't that little, and it wasn't that long ago.  It was just that the entries had this feel to them, this kind of joyful, carefree tone even when I was writing about things that I was stressed about.  And that was a good year.  And I kind of miss it, not wishing I was there again, but just missing it despite being content/okay with where I am now, if that makes sense.  It was just so... something good and all-encompassingly okay.  I miss that feeling, or that mindset.  And I miss that me a little bit, while being happy for my personal growth since then.

I... really miss summer

Here.  Have a video that makes me feel all nostalgic and stuff for summer and things.

What is this nonsense?  Free time?  Being done with homework?  Doing things other than homework and not calling it a break, but just something that I'm doing?  Whoa.  Craziness.  I'd forgotten what this was like...  It's nice.  It's really nice.

Tonight...

Today...

I was in a weirdly fantastic mood.  But now I'm just sad.  So... there's that.  And I have two exams tomorrow.  Which is not helpful, you know.  I think that it's bedtime now, because it's been a really long day.