Okay. I can do this

Right now I feel like I'm running a marathon that is on a track with lots of hills.  I do my little I-think-I-can-I-think-I-can thing to get to the top of the hill, and then I'm all tired out because of that, so the downhill bit is nice, but I'm still running, just not expending as much effort when I just want to sit down and rest for a bit.  But I can't because after a little bit I have to do it all again.  And this is every day for the past week and a half, and will continue for the next week and a half.  So that's great.  I'm not actually going insane.  I'm not even going a little bit insane, because I've been spending time with God every day.  I just want more sleep, and more time to chill, you know?