I really, really don't want to go to French class tomorrow.

I don't want to do my homework.  I don't want to study.  I just want to sleep.  A lot.  For a long time.  A long, long time.  For no other reason than that I am sleep deprived because my schedule and my sleep cycle don't match up right now, and all attempts to change that have not worked.  And I am really frustrated about this right now.  And last night I was lying there, hating everyone who was making noise and wishing I was at home, wishing I was in a small, enclosed space, wishing I had someone to sit there and sing lullabies until I feel asleep, wishing someone would sit and stroke my hair until I fell asleep, wishing I could freaking fall asleep and hating everything because none of my wishes were happening.