A little peak into my emotions

The things inside of me right now are distinct and are not mixing together at all, so I am going from happy and excited to sad to slightly worried and back.  Happy and excited = BBC miniseries (North and South is really, really great, and I want to read the book now).  Sad = Well, this is a bit of a longer story.  One of my dad's former pupils was hiking on Mt. Fuji two weeks ago and went missing.  They've held out hope that he would be found alive, but today that hope was gone, as he wasn't in any of the shelters, and there is practically no way that he is still alive due to bad conditions.  And it hurts.  It's really, really sad, despite the fact that we know he's in heaven.  And I don't know if my parents know yet (they probably do), and it will really hurt my dad when they do find out.  So basically I'm a bit sad tonight.  Slightly worried.  I don't even know what I'm worried about, or if I do have a vague idea, I don't want to say it because it's probably nothing, and will get resolved in the next day or two.  So yeah.  That's a little peak into my emotions right now.