Jealousy

9/25/10

You were never mine

yet I don't want you to be hers.

I was never yours

yet I don't want her to be yours.

We're friends, and understand that

And I know that she and you are just friends as well.

Still, I don't like knowing she's with you

and I'm not.

I don't trust her

don't trust that she knows how to act

around you

and my other boys.

I don't want her around you

but I don't know if my opinion

is a valid one

because of this jealousy.

Maybe it's as you say

that with some time

she could fit right in.

I'm not so sure.

I just want to protect you

(And me, to some degree, I suppose).

Because I love you

and I don't want you hurt again, not while I can stop it.

But I can't

and I just have to accept that

I just pray that you'll be wise.