Things today

I have cried more in the past 24 hours than I have since... watching Passion, about a month or so ago... So that's not a great way to put that, I guess, if I was going for dramatic effect.  Anyways, it was all the dramatic movie crying, with the tears rolling silently down my cheeks.  And it was cathartic, and good.  I'm feeling better than I was last night.  I'm remembering things that I had forgotten, good things, helpful things.  Everything is going to be okay.  I've said it enough to other people, I might as well start believing it (deep inside of me) again.  I'm going to be okay.