You know how sometimes you try to distract yourself from thinking about something, and most times it doesn't work, but sometimes it does? And then you're all happy and ladida until all of a sudden you slow down/stop distracting yourself and you realize you were distracting yourself? And then of course your mind immediately goes "now what was that thing I wasn't supposed to be thinking about?" and you remember what you had been trying to, and succeeding in, forgetting. Yeah.