Saturday, December 18, 2010

My mental state is... yeah, not good

Dear Loser, Hormones,
I don't appreciate what you're doing to my body right now. Mood swings are no fun, especially when every single one of them is toward a more negative place. Did you really have to flow through my body right now? During Finals week? Am I not already stressed out enough? Did you decide that finals and studying on my birthday was just not enough agony and horribleness? Cause I really don't appreciate what you're doing to my mental state right now. And while I'm perfectly aware of what you're doing right now, I can't make myself feel better. Sometimes, emotions suck. Sometimes you hormones are so inconvenient. Let me rephrase that. You hormones are always so inconvenient and bad. I hate you.
Hate, Hannah

On a related note, I always like to think that this song is about PMSing:
Heimdalsgate like a Promethean Curse
I'm in a crisis
I need help
Come on mood shift, shift back to good again
Come on mood shift, shift back to good again
Come on, be a friend

Nina Twin is trying to help, and I
Really hope that she succeeds
Though I picked the thorny path myself
I'm afraid, afraid of where it leads

Chemicals, don't strangle my pen
Chemicals, don't make me sick again
I'm always so dubious of your intent
Like I can't afford to replace what you've spent

Come on, chemicals

Nina Twin is trying to help, and I
Really hope she gets me straight
Because my own inner cosmology
Has become too dense to navigate

I'm in a crisis
I need help
Come on mood shift, shift back to good again
Come on mood shift, shift back to good again
Come on, be a friend

Chemicals, don't flatten my mind
Chemicals, don't mess me up this time
Know you bait me way more than you should
And it's just like you to hurt me when I'm feeling good

Come on chemical

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