So I have this personality that can be described as a guardian protector. I guard and protect those I care about, I create circles and groups of people I believe need protecting. And even if I never show or tell them that they exist in my circles of caring, I do care very much about them. Four or five years ago, God told me that my "title" was mother lioness, which goes very well with my personality. I'm fierce when I feel like someone in my circle of caring has been hurt, I want to protect and support them. And right now, I feel like a mother waiting up late for her child to arrive home. My best friend who is staying with me for the weekend is out with her boyfriend, and I'm sitting here, making scarves and watching the clock, waiting for her to come back. I'm a mother. Not literally, but figuratively. My roommate has started to jokingly call me mom when I remind her that she should do something. I have quite a strong mothering instinct. And I'm just a teenager.
(Sorry is this is rambling. It's a little late)
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